Mindribble: Doubt

winking involuntarily at signposts I bump my skulls into
this team of me's makes mastery of quartering a self
that created a body of evidence to support a life of experience
in a world of solidified facts all chosen to be real

wink

waiting for directions from an inner guide I circle
and encircle something centrifuging fusing something
a mind with a mission fused to a centre
breathing fugues of trash from imploding lungs

..i....

the centre refuge refuses isolated selves
that wish with half hearts for both birections
that hold on to letting go of both injunctions
that orbit raging at the outskirts of confusion

..ink

a trail of signposts points broken to a center
full of debris molten neatly to a black diamond hole
absorbingly enticing me's grossly in attraction
what will this ride bring a question mark

win..

marking my position i dive a bungee
ricocheting off the middlewoman's text balloon
(let go! lookatyouyou'refuckingpathetic! Just. Let. Go!)
and back and back to back with doubt i fall

..in..